A recurring character from my dreams. He's messy, clumsy, has no job, smells awful, has no career, and, apparently a total loser, yet, he usually turns out to be nicer than he looks and very frustrated with his life. He acts always like he doesn't care to be a loser, yet in my dreams, at the end he shows he does and is trying to improve. He also wants to find love, yet, ironically, his dream girl is one he can only, literally, see on his dreams, but not on his reality, waking up sad. When I dream of him being sad about his love life I also wake up just as sad, like, somehow, he manages to transmit his frustration to me, even though I have a job, a career, my own home and I'm aro ace.